Back again!

Wow! I didn't realize that so much time has past since my last post. I have had a rough few weeks. I was down for over a month with m y back then depression set in and I lost my bearings. One thing about me though, is I won't stay down for long! So here I am back at it again. It is frustrating, however. It feels like I have been fighting with my weight for most of my life. When I was younger I fought with image issues and now it is weight and image issues. It is tiring. Sometimes I think I would be better off just having surgery but I don't really want to go that route. One, I cannot afford that and two my fear is that I will end up back where started if I don't work my way there. At what point though do I say that this obviously isn't working? I don't know. I just know that I refuse to give up.
I started working out on mom's Wii and swimming when I can get in the pool. It is just about to hot for walking outside so that limits what I can do. Sometimes I wish I was a happy morning person that could get up and just go walk at the crack of dawn or that it was safe to walk late at night when I have the urge to do so. Ahhh, so much wishing. I wonder if there are enough stars in the sky for all that.
Anyhow, I wanted all my friends to know that I am still working at it and to ask you not to give up on me yet.

Thanks to you all!